i hate people. now that might sound like a sweeping generalization and in fact it is, but with the exception of a few fabulous people in my life, i hate everyone else. from my experience most people are selfish. and while i am selfish, its more in the way of hey don’t eat the last lime popsicle, i want it. not in the way of i only care about what is going on directly around me and directly effects me. i also dislike them because they don’t want to be uplifting and loving. i have come to realize if you don’t make me feel better about life, or keep me at the same level of discontent with life, then i don’t need you in my life. i also don’t want small minded people in my life. for some reason and i don’t know why but everyone seems to love arguing with me. and while i love a good argument, when you come from an ignorant and small mind background, i am not getting involved. and because i am a huge bitch its very hard for me to not try and provoke these people. instead i try to just step back and say i am not doing this. which is why i love my gracie, she is my best friend and sister i never had. she and i can disagree on subject but we both come to the table with educated opinions and an open mind. now gracie is pretty much one in a million because no one has ever consistently been so open, honest and accepting of me as she has. i am pretty sure she is a unicorn. however i also blame her, she brought my expectation level up of how friends and family should make you feel. thanks a lot for that gracie.